Alone

I have never felt so alone.

Scrubbing my body free from hazedous crime.

The work of a day upon me. Crying in the shower, holding the laver.

Scrubbing from head to toe, trying to renew yourself, to make the pain go away.

Thinking only of you, as I hit the floor, crying sobbing, unable to endure, these countless days without you here. I wish you could hear my scream, my silent stream of tears.

All I want is for you to hold me, to return to me everyday.

I dont care what women you see in between so long as you at the end.
So long as you return to me.